So why did it take me so long to really decided what I wanted to do?
|The standard English dysphoria unit is the jorgensen. One generally needs at least 1.3 kilojorgs to consider HRT.|
|Currently I'm at 2.15 megajorgs.|
See, I was a babe! And while I'm not exactly a troll now (at least I hope), I look back on those pictures I took over the years and all the time I missed out on being her, on being that beautiful girl in the pictures. There's a lot I've missed out on. Sure, at age 22 I first moved to NYC, away from my family and could have started living as a girl then, but that would have been really difficult and I don't think I was quite ready for the challenge. But at age 30, when I went in to get hormones, I was ready. I quit smoking cold turkey just to get on HRT. For 15 years I had smoked and I put them away forever just so I could take that little blue pill.
And then you go do it.